Shalom, everyone.
I have been having a very hard time focusing and just doing the right thing without getting distracted and just flat out not doing what I am supposed to. It has made my parents lose their trust in me, and now I am starting at the very bottom of the barrel with trust and privileges, and I just don't feel right about myself at all. I am going back to how I was in middle school, and there is no way I would like to relive ANY of that. Could I just ask for y'all's prayers for peace and comfort and diligence? I am a hard worker, I just get really lazy and I don't want to work (specifically with school), and I really need to fix that. I just want the same trust from my parents that I had yesterday. I hate doing this to myself, where I do great at the starting, but then it's all downhill from there. I have been praying myself, but I am having trouble finding the words. I know that I just need to continue to trust that Yahweh will get me through this.

I hope everyone has a great day or end of the day, wherever you are. Thank you for all the prayers. I appreciate each and every one of them.

God bless ??