Seek YHWH while he may be found; call upon him while he is near; let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts; let him return to YHWH, that he may have compassion on him, and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
Isaiah 55:6-7

God's capacity for forgiveness is larger than your capacity for sin, but his offer is not available indefinitely. Repent while there is time. We don't have to understand why God wants us, why he forgives. We only have to accept that he does.