Just a thought coming to mind this evening:
The angels told Lot and his family to flee the city and not to look back whatever happens. Lot's wife did look back and changed into a pillar of salt. Is that not what happens in today's life, in this "upside-down" world? We repent our sins, turn away from the lusts of this world and focus on Yeshua, but we still long for the pleasures of this world and are tempted to turn around. When we do, we also get caught up with temptation and turn into pillars of salt. The temptations does not allow us to face the future with Elohiym, but keeps us prisoners in the past. We need to break loose, not look back at our past, but keep our focus on Yeshua. Keep on praying, keep on believing and stay strong in your faith. Be blessed!