- The brutal contrast -

I woke up this morning from a dream of meeting a family, their children, spending time with them and having a good time.

I prayed that I might meet such a family, and spend eternity with such families. I felt so connected, so happy. There was only love, sharing, having fun, respect, understanding.

Such a hard thing to wake up again in a world full of ego, people that don't understand you at all, rudeness, unfriendliness, hard, broken. Makes me cry deeply.

It's like diving from the warmest most confortable bath into and ice cold one with lots of spikes in it.

I know we have to go through much more. But I will hang on to this little memory from my dream. That one the the world will be filled with these people only and I will br home with My King.