Having gifts that differ according to the grace given to us, let us use them: if prophecy, in proportion to our faith; if service, in our serving; the one who teaches, in his teaching...
Romans 12:6-7

I firmly believe that everyone is happier when they know who they are intended to be and embrace it. Discover who God has made you to be and then be that, not who you wish he had made you to be.

Besides, envying someone else's place in the Kingdom is a violation of the tenth commandment: “You shall not covet... anything that is your neighbor's.”