Discussions with yahuah:
i regularly take a walk down a prayer path with a stick and after lifting up the prayer shown us by the messiah, modified a bit per the situation of the days at present, i have a Q&A with our father in heaven...

preface:
five years ago i was finished with my task and allowed to come home (physical death) but asked for more time and another mission and was told in the audible voice of yahuah "go and love a wife"

today's gleaning is this:
this evening when i asked him "what do i tell her when she asks how i earn a living" and he plainly said "i have called you to be a husband, not a laborer or employee of any kind. Do not work for anyone, go forth and care for a wife." and during this he showed me images of mending the home, keeping the greenhouse up, fixing irrigation and plumbing pipes and doing other laborious tasks related to living "outside of legal jurisdiction" (which is called "unincorporated" ) so that my beloved had a home to call her own that was well-kept and sturdy.
He then stressed to me a second time when i playfully asked what i do in the meantime when trying to find out who she is that i am not to "go to work" for anyone anywhere for any reason at any time...

whoever she is has a dowry and a family eager to take in a handy man whose sole purpose now is to "be a husband, nothing more and nothing less" (the words of our father quoted)

i have already disconnected myself from mystery babylon's "legal name" and such, now i need to find out where i am going