Even if my Merciful judge decides that I am not worthy of Eternal life, it is Him, YHWH, that I am serving, and it is his Torah that I Will always strive to guard, because He is my Father, and I love Him. Because all that I have and all that I can afford to do, even in this hard life, is because of Him, no one else. He deserves to be loved and worshipped, and deserves my best.