16/02/2024

I’m thinking about heading to the cabin with a couple friends on the first. I’d go alone, but I’m a little nervous about ending up dead in a hurst. Society bothers me so much so that I gotta escape to nature to have my emotions nursed. I know there’s more visible blessings in life amongst the cursed. I love life and communication is something I lose like dying of thirst. You can think a sudden severance is good, but it just gives me butterflies and makes me feel like I’ve reversed. I must have done harm and there’s no changing it like I’m the worst. When it comes to my belief, I believe I am well versed in the sense that I can quote what is right and what is wrong, but I’m not fully immersed. I was insecure at first, but the good outweighed the bad by a long shot and it was an honour to be completely submersed. I cried when I found out that the plan was dispersed, but I knew that cutting corners was dangerous, but I still loved diving in headfirst. You can bet that I took the time to think about what to say like preparing to be rehearsed so my words don’t seem coerced.