Some people's job is to go into the field. Some people's job is to facilitate their going. There's no shame in a humble life's calling. You will find great fulfillment in it if you embrace it, but if you run from your calling, know that there is a big fish waiting to swallow you up and take you back.
Facilitate the calling of other people whenever you can. Feed, house, clothe, transport, etc. Be ready to help everyone, but give priority to God's people, especially if they are busy on God's work. Remember how the nations in Israel's path to the Land refused to help them and were subsequently impoverished, dispossessed, or destroyed.
Matthew 10:40-42